Restraint

We are not our thoughts

How we choose to act says who we are

But we can still have our fantasies

Would you like to hear about my fantasies?

Check this shit out

The secret garden of a woman's mind

Seductive fire held inside

Quiet allure, gentle grace

A soft smile, the only trace

I take your hand and let you see

The sublime vista of my mystery

It's a fantasy graveyard full of the dead

The enemies I murdered inside of my head

Restraint, holding it in

Restraint, pushing it down

Restraint, I'm acting fine

But I'm killing people inside of my mind

Restraint, holding it in

Restraint pushing it down

Restraint Restraint

I imagine them all their own penalties

Like this grave here, this man stole from me

Nothing ever came from me calling the cops

But in my mind I broke his neck and I shat in his mouth

She lied about having cancer

Online I blocked her in my mind I said

Here's a donation to your crowdfunding campaign

And I donated two bullets into her brain

Him? He cut me off in traffic. Fuck that guy

He made me swerve and skid

So in my mind, I flayed off all his skin and I sent it to his kid

Restraint. I want it so bad

Restraint. But I cannot have

Restraint. Stab, stab, a stab-a-dee-dee

Come along and do some murdering with me

Restraint. Are you holding it in?

Restraint. Are you pushing it down?

Restraint. Restraint

Now we're having a good time

Some light hearted laughs

But now the song is about to get a little bit dark

I didn't think you'd be this beautiful, he says

Ten seconds after we first met, he rubs my hips as I move away

But disengaging makes him mad at me

When he seems less drunk, I calmly explain

That sensually rubbing someone's hips that way

Is not the friendly gesture that he thinks it is

And not something he does to male comedians

I lay it all out in basic terms

He writhes with guilt, he struggles to learn

He apologizes, says he understands

As he grabs me, so he can kiss my hand

Restraint. Don't murder that man

Don't put his bloody body in a garbage can

Restraint. Meet people where they're at

Don't grind up their bones to put in your plants

Police your tone don't thing about poisoning him

So he dies all alone

Restraint. Do not stab that clown

Unless maybe there aren't any witnesses around?

Restraint. If there no one to see... no

Violence cruelty and vengeance

These solutions aren't conscientious

I do deep breathing, acknowledge my feelings

And choose peace like an enlightened being

Anger can express through thoughtful words

Peace in expression and being heard

But in my mind, I'll chop off your dick if you test me

'Cause in my mind they cannot arrest me

Restraint!

Violence is just retaliation

Restraint!

Justice for peace and cessation

Restraint!

Vengeance, the myth of satiation

Restraint!

Restraint! Restraint! Restraint! Restraint!

Restraint

Oh, I just shit myself

Namaste