Am I Broken

In a world of doubts and fears I'm lost within my mind Trust issues like shadows creep Leaving the scars behind I'm drowning in this sea of pain Can't find my way back home I'm drinking to escape from all these Demons I can't disown Am I broken? No longer feeling whole Am I broken? I can feel it in my soul Can this life I'm living please Give me a fucking break? I can no longer feel this way Am I broken? 'Cause I am here to stay I am here to stay Life slips away Seeking solace in the haze Drifting from the ones I love Lost in a distant gaze Distance grows between the life I knew But now I yearn for more A love that's tried and true Am I really broken inside? Will the shadows of my mind reach the shore? No longer will I look back I will focus on what's right Some things aren't meant to be whole I'm not alone, broken hearts, broken parts Broken people, broken thoughts Am I broken? No longer feeling whole Am I broken? I can feel it in my soul Can this life I'm living please Give me a fucking break? I can no longer feel this way Am I broken? Broken, no longer feeling whole Am I broken? I can feel it in my soul Broken pieces, shattered dreams I'm haunted by my silent screams (in my soul) Lost and wandering, can I be found? I'm trying to change and turn my life around Thoughts of suicide swirling around my head Even though deep inside, I don't want to be dead The dark side of my mind scares me to my core What's the purpose of this life? What is it for? When is it over? When will it pass? On the inside, I feel like shattered glass I wonder how it'll be if I'm no longer there Because if I'm gone, then who will care? Am I broken? No longer feeling whole Am I broken? I can feel it in my soul Can this life I'm living please Give me a fucking break? I no longer feel this way I was broken Now I am here to stay