The Deep End

I only give but I Get nothing in return All I did for you, still I'm the one to burn Like a blank page, just starting anew (starting anew) My bottle is empty, no more drops for you With one more shot, I can make it shine I keep telling myself everything is fine It may not be the answer, but it's worth a shot Try to give my all with everything I've got I'm on the deep end (deep end!) Can no longer pretend I'm on the deep end Can no longer pretend When the time comes, and you're done You're cold and alone, looking for anyone There's nothing left for me here (for me here) I'm done hiding, there is nothing to fear, fear There's not a lot I can do, no matter what you say I just grab the bottle to make it go away That's the day when the voices sleep One thing left before I plunge into the deep One more setback that will have to be adjusted My mind is at its breaking point, it won't be corrupted Why do these voices keep popping in my head? Sometimes I think I would be better off (better off) dead I'm on the deep end (deep end!) Can no longer pretend I'm on the deep end (pretend!) Can no longer pretend There are answers that I wish that you had known (Wish that you had known) Now it's curtain call, end of the show