Drawing the Line

So many changes, and I can't take it I tried laughing, but I can't fake it Don't want to die, but I hate living I'm trying really hard, but life is unforgiving Nowhere to go and nowhere to hide I really want to feel alive I need to be better, I know that To live a life without regret No more! I'm drawing a line, I'm drawing a line No more! No more lying, no more "I'm fine," yeah Because I did some things that I regret A lot of things I should not have said Every day, I feel so fucking rotten My biggest fear is to be forgotten And if I can't take it anymore, please forgive me I fought real hard, I hope you can see There's something wrong that's corrupting my mind It's making the eye of my common sense blind No more! I'm drawing a line, I'm drawing a line No more! No more lying, no more "I'm fine" I feel like I'm broken by design When you ask how I'm doing Will I finally get to be at peace? I really wish I'll find a way to cleanse myself of this disease I want to be free Where can I go so no one can find me? I can't run anymore, I'm tired of fighting These are the final words that I'm writing Where can I go so no one can find me? How do I escape? I want to be free! Free! Why can't I find my way on this Earth? And I've been fighting for my place since birth There's a darkness around me and it's weighing me down It's making me feel like I'm about to drown I'm at my end, and my tank has run dry I'm trying really hard not to fly After all, I have to push through Remember to breathe is all I need to do No more! I'm drawing a line, I'm drawing a line No more No more lying, no more "I'm fine" I feel like I'm broken by design When you ask how I'm doing Will I finally get to be at peace? I really wish I'd find a way to cleanse myself of this disease