Glimpse Øf A Gateway

Mother Earth

Before it birthed you

Your soul hurts

What passions do you choose

The map to your soul

Can't reek from the soil

It comes from underneath

In your core (in your core)

Open my third eye, get a glimpse of this gateway

Move through the celestial, oh it's so hazy

The passions I hold is a spark to my soul

I wake to the ordinary Evanessence unfolds

That is my innocence where I don't feel alone

I called this place little rock, now it's a burning home

You tell me"why did you burn the place where you've grown?"

I said"I'm too curious I need to grow more"

As I left my home, the past followed me

The skeletons in my closet are hoping

That the trial and error I'm ongoing

Comes out, and a shadow orchid starts blooming

Into beautiful lilacs when I tell my truth

All of the pain and the havoc maybe I let loose

But this is not and ordinary game of duck, duck, goose

The whole span of emotions flips up on my face as I only let the anger through

And it turned me into Xavier saying we the outsiders

But now we all just out, we mobbing and we wilding

Looks like the innocent kid is now getting silenced

Xavier said thank you Evan for all your compliance

But if you look at me now

I act as if I got it all figured out

But I don't

I lose all control

I let go of the remote

I chill and have a cigarette by a star

Observing life and how I've lived this far

So I stare at this red light tower

The light blinks in morse code saying the past don't matter

And it makes you mundane

The future also takes away

From laying it all out in an ashtray

Stay in the present it's a gift, enjoy the trip

This land is my land it's my kingdom

Word to our father, thy kingdom come

Past already happened, futures yet to come

I'm above eighty degrees from the trip this month

But now I innerstand

The mystery of faith is in my hands

It was a talk with God

All along

Stay in the present, it's a gift enjoy the trip

Let's stop right here and now press rewind

At a slow pace rewind in a linear line

I call it the death of a flower because the events intertwine

And because you didn't go further to escape reality this time

You're coming back to the celestial

You're resetting before you entered you're vessel

The journey was a zero, zero detoxification

Go to the sidelines contemplating and fascinated

So it seems I've found my passion and meaning

I'm ready to be a human from a celestial being

I found what I love, and I found what I value

The spark in my heart was delivered by Matthew

But where you place your value is where home is for you

And now it exists in the present, that's your truth

That is that stargazer love

You have scars and now it's the tattoos on your arm

In the garden of Eden

We were the wolves of the fever dream

Across the sea of stars

Yo, TorXay Earth to reality