Dislocated

Light dances along these walls

Reminding of a time when I had it all

Dragging my body across the floor

Just to see if I can make it bleed some more

Every ounce of my being pulls against me as I try to keep breathing

Colors fading, depressive wading

Every second is a tear and happiness is fleeting

I won't forget you were a silhouette

Sobbing next to me with your head in your hands

I won't forget you're a silhouette

You're engrained in me always be a part of me

Metamorphosis as our faces twist

Condensated fears fall in the shape of tears

Why didn't I cry

Was it all a lie

I was waiting here

And I let it pass me by

Hold me cause my heart can't take it

I'm dislocated

Every ounce of joy has faded

Feeling like I'm captivated

Everything I've left behind

I've lost my mind

I felt you here

(I felt you here with me)

But I watched you wither, watched you disappear

Tossing, turning, trembling at the thought

Of course I'm always failing

You're everything I'm not

I shiver and shudder, feeling so distraught

The sound of your exhaling

I almost had forgot

(You look lonely, I can fix that)

I waited my whole life just to say goodbye

Can you hear that

I thought I heard your voice

But the silence echoes in me

I heard the rain as I shut my eyes recalling a time when you were mine

Fragments scatter our time together shattered

Everything decays when it feels like nothing matters

Hold me cause my heart can't take it

I'm dislocated

Every ounce of joy has faded

Feeling like I'm captivated

Everything I've left behind

I've lost my mind

I felt you here

(I felt you here with me)

But I watched you wither

Watched you disappear

Light fading inside these halls

I wonder if I ever really had it all

Forcing my body out the door

Just to see if I can stand to breathe some more

Felt like you were here

Watched you disappear