Expect the Worst

I felt like I was dying Lost faith in all of my trying Colors were slowly turning dark Swallowed whole by the unknown By the unknown I sang sweet melodies of death Longing for my eternal rest My heart was burned out My mind in self-doubts Craving the dopamine high, but lacking the serotonin, why? I felt like I was dying Lost faith in all of my trying Colors were slowly turning dark Swallowed whole by the unknown Struck by the silence I found myself begging down on my knees The lack of perspectives and fading hope Brought out the worst in me A scorched ground leaves no place to grow For the offering to fully unfold But here I am Feeling so alive like I never did before And now I, I found my place, I found my heart This can't be real, I expect the worst Feeling so concerned like I never did before And now I, I found my place, I found my heart This can't be real, I expect the worst Yeah Expect the worst Yeah I felt like I was dying Lost faith in all of my trying Colors were slowly turning dark Swallowed whole by the unknown Without any guidance I found myself being lost in despair The futility of recovery Has taken the best of me A scorched ground leaves no place to grow For the offering to fully unfold Now that I found my place I found my heart This can't be real But here I am Feeling so alive like I never did before And now I, I found my place, I found my heart This can't be real, I expect the worst Feeling so concerned like I never did before And now I, I found my place, I found my heart This can't be real, I expect the worst