Drown In Haze

I wake up

To the sound of muffled screams

The lights are on

The TV volume bleeding

I know I've wasted

Another day on sleep

But I swear to god

The whole time I've been dreaming

Of far away

And becoming someone else

But it disappears as soon as my eyes open

And maybe you

Will still look at me the same

'Cause even though I've changed my clothes

I'm still broken

Safety

Wasted

I've been

Complacent

How's my life, have you forgot me?

When you see my eyes are racing

And I hear the world I'm tasting

There's nothing left

But that won't stop me

I've realised

Something don't sit right

When I try to be myself

Ain't that ironic?

But it's okay

I'll just drown in haze

Feel asleep but I'm awake

Just catatonic

My salad days

An inspiration wave

Lost in the maze of your forgiveness

A blatant gaze

Trying to abstain

Until I get the chance

Then I'll indulge in living

Safety

Wasted

I've been

Complacent

How's my life, have you forgot me?

When you see my eyes are racing

And I hear the world I'm tasting

There's nothing left

But that won't stop me

Can't you see?

I still feel the same way

Pure jealously though I know I've got no right

You won't believe

Beneath the wrinkles in my brain

The words you said

Still trickle through my mind

Safety

Wasted

I've been

Complacent

How's my life, have you forgot me?

When you see my eyes are racing

And I hear the world I'm tasting

There's nothing left

But that won't stop me

Safety

Wasted

I've been

Complacent

How's my life, have you forgot me?

When you see my eyes are racing

And I hear the world I'm tasting

There's nothing left

But that won't -