Lyrics
Sipping on already open coke cans with straws
'Cause we're not old enough, says the law
Even though, the bottles are right beside us on the floor
'Cause this is what it's about right?
Wasted youth and wasted nights?
But it's a hellhole kind of life
Without you there by my side, and I'll say
If you wanna get out of here we'll go for a cheesy walk along the pier
And maybe I'll kiss you, but I'll wait just long enough
So it seems meaningful, but it won't be
'Cause I'm still tryna find the light, hidden in forgotten nights
Through videos of memories and unreasonable fights
Chuck your fears away, I'm trying to relate
Without the constant reminder of your insecurities today
And I love the way you course through every vein
You let the waves break in my face
Suffocate the right to stay
But I keep zoning out
And I'm tryna set it right
With 15 pills a day and another 15 in the night
All the caffeine in my blood
Sleep is just another stress
When you're trying to get through my blank eyes and my lifeless mess
I'm such a mess
Broken glass and a crowded fight
Blue and red roll in I'll pass the night
With my Spotify playlist
Accompanied by your slight lisp
And you know that she's the one
When she buys you coke and rum
And blankly says "don't mention it"
When you pull out your fat wad
And have you noticed I
I've become a type?
A type I've never been before
The type that's passed out on your floor
All spread-eagled and shit
Craving one last little sip
Just to get me off the ground
And to make one little sound that sounds like
Chuck your fears away
I know I can relate
Because you make me feel
So fucking light, so fucking high
And I love the way
You take my breath away
You let the waves break in my face
Suffocate the right to stay
But I keep zoning out
And I'm tryna set it right
With 15 pills a day and another 15 in the night
All the caffeine in my blood
Sleep is just another stress
When you're trying to get through my blank eyes and my lifeless mess
Oh, I'm such a mess!
But I keep zoning out
And I'm tryna set it right
With 15 pills a day and another 15 in the night
All the caffeine in my blood
Sleep is just another stress
When you're trying to get through my blank eyes and my lifeless mess
I'm such a mess
Written by: Callum James Benzies