Its Only You

Talking to myself cause I'm the only one that understands

Crazy we scared to get older living life like Peter Pan

Better off sleep cause my grandpa visits me in my dreams

He's not in pain but it still hurts I couldn't see him leave

My conscious, that Jiminy cricket louder than ever

Popping molly hoping that, that shit is making me better

Chasing a high so good cause the boy been going through shit

Fall in depression cause my heart can't really handle it

I'm only 27

You would think the boy was reckless cause I'm still neglecting

Family members that I ain't seen since my adolescence

Tell me do better cause family is all we got in the end

I'm closer to my dawgs than the ones I call my kin

I need more than love

It's hard to feel at all

Going through the motions like I can't evolve

Neglecting all priorities so immature

Falling victim to the verdict of my choices

Been learning know to stand on business lead to unemployment

My dreams in a 401k that I cashed out early

Spent it all on trips and gifts for women who ain't love me

Now I'm bitter pointing fingers like I'm not the one to blame

Why I'm not in same position as my peers who do the same

Comparisons' the thief of joy trust me it's battle

I'm only human man I'm trying to make room for the shit that matters

Procrastinating self sabotaging **** with talent

Is a recipe for life of misery just find a balance

It's only you, you the one that gotta live this journey

So do everything you love before it's over make it worth it

I need more than love

It's hard to feel at all

Going through the motions like I can't evolve

Neglecting all priorities so immature

I need more than love

It's hard to feel at all

Going through the motions like I can't evolve

Neglecting all priorities so immature

Letter to myself

Just do better ****