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Kidd Doxx
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Amber Alexandria Edwards
Amber Alexandria Edwards
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Artravius DeShawn Bailey
Artravius DeShawn Bailey
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Malik Ali Taylor
Malik Ali Taylor
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Luke Johansson
Luke Johansson
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Artravius DeShawn Bailey
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Lyrics

It gets painful
When you losing the ones you love
Feel like I'm losing myself
I know I'm harder to love
When I'm not even sure of me
I pray for the ones involved
To anyone I encountered the boy was just immature
It gets painful
When you losing homies on dumb on shit
Loyalties before royalties I let you run with it
Yes men around you only boosted your head
You attempting to make amends cause you caught in a pinch
It's good
I forgive but don't forget
I finally understand
When granny told me I was not for everybody
Young **** making waves out with everybody
Learned the hard way **** don't need no pity party
**** truly did me favors if I'm being honest
As I'm getting older
Circle getting smaller
I'm ok with it
I been stuck in a dream trying turn my utopia to reality
But part of me is battling
Family drama
Hidden secrets from when a **** was younger
Poker faces show the boy where snakes were hiding
Yea we share the same blood don't mean you riding
My need for love made me blind to the violence
Now I'm trying to turn my pain to a profit
Introverted this is how I talk about it
Cause I don't really talk about
Love me now or love me not
Gave you everything I've got
Hate I had to walk away
But you make it hard to stay
I know they say that when you grow
Have to let some people go
I'm just tryna make a change
Tryna find a better way
Its gets painful
I ain't get to say goodbye
Lost time to connect due to my laziness
Hated seeing the pain that kind of state you in
More confused on names and what state you in
Smile fade into haze I want to see again
Time just can't go back
Willing to pay the bid
Lost your mind way back
Losing her grip again
Can't tell if you remember the kid
Maybe not
I just watched your soul turn to butterflies
World never felt so still
I knew it was a battle I was ready to kill making em bleed for it
Father Time still undefeated and that the hard truth
No pain no stress
You looked so calm in your bed
Me, Bre, Ma, Auntie yea we fed
Grandma go ahead and rest
Glenda
Love me now or love me not
Gave you everything I've got
Hate I had to walk away
But you make it hard to stay
I know they say that when you grow
Have to let some people go
I'm just tryna make a change
Tryna find a better way
Written by: Amber Alexandria Edwards, Artravius DeShawn Bailey, Luke Johansson, Malik Ali Taylor
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