Control My Sanity

I suffer, I beg, and I plead I suffer, you do it for me Case and point, slowly becoming what you want Scared and nervous, what you asked for Make me something I'm not Could you ever believe that You're the one who controls my sanity? You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you) Too little too late, now I know the truth (You're the reason I don't want to live) What do we do from here? The effort is lost once again If I let you in, would you still pretend That I need you for my head to be clear? You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you) Too little too late, now I know the truth (You're the reason I don't want to live) You're the reason I don't want to live Let me fall asleep, you're keeping me up I'm not counting on these sheep I'm counting all the love I've lost The days I've spent inside my head, I pray for death Give me a reason to want to exist You said I'd be safe if I stayed with you (And everyday I remind you) Too little too late, now I know the truth (You're the reason I don't want to live) I was just a mistake to your selfish ruse (Rewire my brain so I can't choose) A little too late, now I know the truth (Too little, too late) You're the reason I don't want to live (Goodbye to you) (Goodbye to you) (Goodbye to you)