Self Defeated

You saw right through me, from the second you knew me This worthless case has closed I am broken for no reason but my own On display, displeased Ask for pain and you shall receive But you saw right through me If it's you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated I'm leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of you Listen, I made the decision I left you by the door, left you begging me to stay I want nothing more The way we used to speak Went from aggressive to pathetic Now apologetic fits my description If it's you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated I'm leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of You keep dreaming Keep pretending it's okay when I say I'm leaving I could've been all that you wanted But you've taken me for granted I could've been all that you wanted Please constrict my breathing Guess it's me then Laying here so self-defeated I'm leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of You keep dreaming Keep pretending it's okay when I say I'm leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of you If it's you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated