The Otherside (feat. Netuh)

I'ma kill myself tonight I'ma kill myself Fuck everyone else I'm so sick of this life, I can't take it Maybe when I'm dead is when I'll finally make it Hope someone listens so my existence wasn't such a waste, yeah Before giving away my reminiscence The right hemisphere of my brain Is tryna explain this While the left side stay quiet So patient Yet my hands won't quit fuckin shaking Here's all my credentials to everything I wrote them all down On this pad of paper I hope you get famous I know that no one will fucking miss me I hate that my thoughts are so conflicting My head is too fucked up For anyone to figure out so don't even try All these messed up thoughts How'd you think I drop this many songs every night? Nothing ever goes as planned I'm so nauseous I can barely stand Just needs to fucking end It needs to fucking end It needs to end tonight Everything I've fucking been through It ain't right No one deserves this Fuck this life Whats the purpose I've always felt worthless Of being here When all I do is cry Poppin' pills doing drugs all the time Just wanna go back to The Otherside To The Otherside It needs to end tonight Everything I've fucking been through It ain't right No one deserves this Fuck this life Whats the purpose Of being here When all I do is cry Poppin' pills doing drugs Every (every) fucking night Just tryin to go back To The Otherside Suicide sounds awfully nice I thought we were only supposed to live one time Then why am I on number 5? (Number 5) I'm ready to hop on the next flight (next flight) If there's another chapter of life Maybe we'll meet up again In paradise (in paradise) It needs to fucking end tonight Tonight Nothing ever goes as planned though I'm so nauseous I can barely stand I'ma kill myself (ima kill myself, kill myself) Maybe when I'm dead (maybe when im dead) I'll finally make it (I'll finally make it) This life I can't take it (can't take it) ♪♪♪ I'ma kill myself I'ma kill myself tonight (To The Otherside) I hope I do it right I'ma kill myself When will it just fuckin' end I can't keep this smile on my face No more playing pretend (The Otherside) No more playing Pretend (Fuck this life) Pretend When will it just fuckin' end? I'ma kill myself tonight I really hope I do it right ♪♪♪ Tonight ♪♪♪ Tonight Tonight