Trapped (feat. Netuh)

Wanted you to know this ain't no diss track Just a reflection An honest fact Of my past This information forever burnt in my mainframe So I think it's about time to lay down in my grave In the cemetery with the dead I feel like a decomposing corpse Without a head Cause the buzz fades fast, when the good times slip away The thirst to feel numb is insatiable A bottomless desire The second I run out of drugs It seems like everyone I care about, runs out of love Chasing your next high Like pouring gas on the next fleeting fire Except I'm always the one to be abandoned Discarded & expired The money talks Whispers, promises ever so sweet A life of excess Broken hearts & dreams That can never be beat Private jets, mansions, diamonds so bright But the cost of entry, is taking my life watch as my soul takes flight They trade my affection For a fleeting rush Their loyalty's fragile, built on false love, lies and dust The next fix, the next dopamine surge Ignoring the screams, that I've been drowning Now i'm fully submerged Pills over people The equation's clear My love's been a casualty Year after year A chemical comfort But really a fleeting disguise Leaving me stranded to perish beneath these vacant skies (Leaving me hollow) They love the pills, more than they love me Leaving me hollow, in these fading days How can this fuckin' be? Used to have so much hope It's now a distant refrain Lost in the abyss Of this addictive toxic game (lost in the abyss) The truth hurts, I know It's so ironic Such a hard pill to swallow My comfort and time You can no longer borrow I've been lost in a maze Of this neverending sorrow Chasing a ghost A chemical induced denial I take them too Only because you all made me forget what it's like to smile Now it's my time to just fade away Replaced by powders and capsules A soul-erasing shade My voice becomes a whisper Lost in the static (Trapped, trapped, trapped, trapped) A laced tactic A night spent wasted on a synthetic dream Leaving me broken, a soul-crushing stream The mirror reflects, a hollowed out shell Where joy used to reside, now just a chilling farewell To the people I once knew, the ones who used to care Now lost in limbo (Trapped, trapped, trapped, trapped) Trapped in a pill-induced snare The ones who used to care Now lost in limbo Trapped in a pill-induced snare (Trapped, trapped, trapped)