Won't Be the Same (Auf Wiedersehen)

When lonely before the rise

At times I would fantasize

‘Bout things that don’t have a price and

The world as a paradise

When low and I’m feeling drained

Just hoping to dim and fade

But thoughts never leave my mind

Intertwined

And I just want my dad to call me

And tell me that he’s always on my side

Even when I ain’t right,

I’ll be the last one standing

And I just want his hand to hold me

Cause every time I drown inside this tide

I feel like dying

But what if I just try

To follow the light

And fight through the night

Despite all the sorrow

That bruised me inside

I’ll wipe out the shame

Decipher the pain

And find out tomorrow

If I was insane

But this time I won’t be the same

This time I won’t be the same

This time I won’t be the same

Auf Wiedersehen

Inside this jail I did feel insane

But I quit saying

I’ve guilt to lay

Words into tales

Yeah I was built to fail

But little did I know

I could flip this game

To a different state

I better be brave

And pray for the days

That are quintessential

Of the life that I dream to attain

When I lay my head on the pillow

And wipe my tears with the quilt

I remind myself that one day

I’ll be six feet deep in the grave

So I’m free to say what I feel like saying

More fears to escape

Then I clean this slate and I pick a pen

Just to spit on this tape

And the words I say gonna ricochet

Just to decapitate

Every single naysayer

But who cares when you sit in the shade

And afraid to explain

Trapped in the shame

Slept on and strayed

This chapter is lame

Just cramped up and planes

Fly as fast as your days

You snap back in craze

Those shackles and chains

Will melt down to glaze

With the sun rays

I'll follow the light

And fight through the night

Despite all the sorrow

That bruised me inside

I’ll wipe out the shame

Decipher the pain

We'll find out tomorrow

If I was insane

But this time I won’t be the same

This time I won’t be the same

But what if I just try

To follow the light

And fight through the night

Despite all the sorrow

That bruised me inside

I’ll wipe out the shame

Decipher the pain

Remind me tomorrow

That I was insane

But this time I won’t be the same