Nowhere But Close

Caught it, coma Already knew that ain't over Give me a reason Are you making up shitty nonsense? Still it's pointless So many lies about yourself Worse if you keep on gaslighting the ones Who believe that your life could be worth it Ain't gonna listen to reason This is where life gets so real Feels like there's no way to tame it Always so silent like sending a Message without getting answers Shooting a flare gun, from a mountain I'm abandoned, I'm uncertain I've just been looking for answers And I was missing somebody When I was coming home And I was missing somebody And now tell me What I've been through alone While wondering why You were Nowhere but close Wish I could feel you close, and now you're screaming And now tell me What I've been through alone Otherwise you gotta Let me, let me alone (Somebody) Unentitled to depict what I'm feeling I've been balancing the good and the evil, you get it? That I was missing somebody when I was coming home But I know you ain't gonna listen to reason You've been always mystifying your lesions, you get it? I wanna give up on fighting And now tell me What I've been through alone While wondering why You were Nowhere but close Wish I could feel you close, and now you're screaming And now tell me What I've been through alone Otherwise you gotta Let me, let me alone Towards all this silence, doubting Haven't I been slowly rambling? Everybody tells me different damn things Ain't nobody knows that I'm becoming weaker The more I've been dragging this on And the more I've been silently slowly surrendering Ain't gonna lie that's as hard as accepting That someone not wanting my help isn't mending Like silently cutting the bridge Unplugging the power and watching it fade Much like a spark that's gone out Leaving nothing but emptiness Filled with the void of what I couldn't save TNDRcore And I tell you what I've been through alone And I tell you what I've been through alone While wondering why You were nowhere but close While wondering why You were nowhere but close While wondering why You were nowhere but close While wondering why You were nowhere but close