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Did someone call for Mr. 500? It don't matter. I'm here anyway Imma speak to your soul And you know like life is like a fight But a lot of times, we took pain from that fight when it was meant we gain skill This the life of a soldier for real They applaud me never gave them flowers to my face But be the first ones, bring that shit straight to my grave I got a double head Buddha, Two men on chains, just like a slave Isolating all day, just like a man stuck in a cage Nyema say she like my energy, she don't know this come from pain Stuck up in the rain, cause they was playing with my brain Time seem to speed every time I'm conversing with James I guess that that's a side effect, when you harmonious in the brain I'll never switch up, but only wise men change I'll never give up, know some consider me insane Lift your chin up, you a man honor your name Know through this hard work, that all these days won't look the same Won't leave out how I came, Fuck that, I'm a soldier Go get it what they told him She say I ain't shit, Well, fuck that bitch, I bet I show her Jaz still on my phone, I gotta go, I thought I told ya I put that work in every day, I come out having motion Janelle and Julius was like the aunt & uncle I never had And Afiah ditched me when I fell down, it kind of made me sad Skipping school with my homie, I had to cut him, I seen his mind was fucked up And my mind was fucked up we both can't be fucked up DJ told me don't let no one disrespect what you believe in Told him that's a bet fasho, I swam all in that deep end I'm still learning how to love, so please forgive me, I'm not perfect If you don't mind giving me a hand, then I can show you that I'm worth it My heart too big, they laughed at me When I was down, I still showed love Took the knife that I had gave you to survive, you cut me up You was using me for love, just like a drug, I knew you was I done gave em all I had, I guess it never was enough In relationships, we value time, And I'm trying to give you mine Trying to figure out a way to fit this love inside my grind If I ain't what you want, I don't want you wasting finite time Long as you happy, I'll have peace inside my mind Britney told her what I said, I guess our trust don't beat y'all bond Elia popped up in my mind, and I just hope you doing fine Suicidal post, Jayona the only one who reached out I ain't even know her, but that's the type of love I seek now Life hitting Mike Tyson, My mama say"these days won't last forever" I know for sure, cause I done walked out through that cold weather No gloves on, no beanie, I ain't even have a sweater Don't slack with all that knowledge, I'm like, you know better, know better Ho, Ho