Reflection Day

And I, I ain't vent in like a minute Five And I know you going insane Dealing with all that pain And you feel it'll never change Always felt lonely as a child, felt like he need someone to hold Nowadays want no one around, because he known to hold his own And wasn't no contact one-on-one, the only time is through the phone Long days he sat confined, thought of a bullet in his dome would help him out He done cried so many tears, How the fuck he still not dryin' out? Suicidal post on the gram, can they not see he cryin' out? Every place he walked with his head down, lost all his self-esteem On the floor tryna pinch himself, hopin' it's a dream, But it's the realest of all things Sayin' to hisself, will this era ever end? Feel like it'll last a lifetime Feel like he just got time to think, he sit reflectin' on his timeline Everybody got someone, why am I without a lifeline? Why do I lay at the bottom, While they all float through the skylines? And I know you going insane Dealing with all that pain And you feel it'll never change Not knowin' who he is, so he believe in what they tell him"You unworthy piece of shit, you won't be shit", that's what they tell him Laugh when he make mistakes, say to his face"you such a failure" All they did was tear him down, won't nobody there to build him Now he lay there like a pile of bricks, been knocked out by a wrecking ball And the driver of the crane, tryin' to put him together, but he don't wanna reconcile Would you tell him how you feel? No, I don't even wanna talk about it Now he fucked up thinkin' that they bring you up to only tear you down And I know you going insane Dealing with all that pain And you feel it'll never change Mr.500, bona fide This just a story, you know from the past Celebrate this night with me Although it's not the last time