a hypothetical exit

What if I die? What if I leave this place? Would it even wipe the smirk off your God damn face? Follow me back, follow me home One more panic attack before I go If I die, if I die Don't call me an ambulance I don't want to remember any part of this There's not a single moment that I'm going to miss When I look back So, now it's over Nothing complicated nothing scandalous Just put me in a box and make it permanent Because no one's going to wonder where the hell I went Yeah, no one's going to wonder No one ever wonders I don't need a new curse I need a new way out You said I'm only making it worse So, what are you mad about? What if I die? What if I leave this place? Would it even wipe the smirk off your God damn face? Follow me back, follow me home One more panic attack before I go If I die, if I die If I die, I think I'd die alone right now I guess it doesn't really matter But I asked for it face down on the pavement Can you put the phone down? If I die, don't want no wake No big sad ceremony Don't want to make no scene Somebody throw me onto the pavement Put me in the ground Just put the phone down Don't call me an ambulance I don't think I'll remember any part of this There's not a single moment that I'm going to miss When I look back over my shoulder Nothing complicated nothing scandalous Just put me in a box and make it permanent Just put me in a box and make it permanent Just put me in a box and make it permanent What if I die? What if I leave this place? Would it even wipe the smirk off your God damn face? Follow me back, follow me home One more panic attack before I go If I die, if I die