lose, regret, repeat...

In a haze of endless days I found you standing there You were wearing white, a pale sight With flowers in your hair I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do Every move, every stupid thing I do It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you Going through a mental breakdown or two It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you Fumble all my words Like I don't know how to speak I'm mental, yeah I'm weak The best awkward silence you've ever heard I'm quite the achiever, take my word Yeah On that anxious night you promised me Did I kiss too hard? Yeah maybe The trouble love is that your memory Is stuck in my mouth Every move, every stupid thing I do It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you Going through a mental breakdown or two It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do Sweaty bedsheets where you promised me "I won't leave you baby" I will never find that ecstasy again Lose, regret, repeat Every move, every stupid thing I do It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you Going through a mental breakdown or two It pulls me far away from Pulls me far away from you I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do I messed it up just like I always do