Burning (From "Oshi no Ko")

Well go ahead, and list every detail

But in the end, the reality is grim

If being hurt is like a sickness, well

Who is it I should forgive at all?

I thought maybe it would be better

If I could dissociate, and let it go

Then break what I hoped to love!

But I am cry cry-ing

Open this heavy curtain, please just let me see!

I'm not denying the fact (the fact...)

I'm just begging you to notice me!

All I can do is shout, and scream...

It doesn't matter how much I compared

Or measured up myself, I could never change

So yet again, I froze up, and stopped here

Where should I be on my way to now?

I try to find a passable reason

I cannot look away

Dream of the day that haunts me so!

I told myself I did not believe in

A miracle, but somehow I wished

I could just wipe away my one desire!

But I'm cry cry-ing

Standing here in the spotlight

Oh, it's so dazzling!

Through any kind... kind of pain

I'll keep burning my life all away

Brilliance among the hot blaze!

Lying...

Lying right here behind this perfect stage for me

I choke and I bite (I bite) back my words

As they shake, and they tremble...

I know better than anybody

That I cannot become what I want, I'm nothing!

Threw it to the side...

So how much more do I have to get, then?

The answer I can see my head

Brings tears to my eyes!

Brings tears to my eyes...

Yeah, I am crying...

But before my tomorrow starts to slip away

Swallowed up by these scars

I'll ignite, as I burn up in flames!

Lit up by the depths of darkness I'm...

Lying...

Standing here in the spotlight

Oh, it's so dazzling!

Through any kind... kind of pain

I'll keep burning my life all away!

(Way...)

Brilliance among the hot blaze!

But I cannot tell... a soul about the way I feel