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A feeling creeps inside my chest

Makes its way up to my head

Inside myself I feel Im lost

Im scared to death Ill never find a way

Out of this

And then I drown

I drown into the dark thoughts

All the light inside of me has gone

Now Im left to keep my head above the waves

Im not used to this distress

In and outside of my head

I look around and find Im all alone and

Locked inside my room

Theres just no way that I could be

Someone who amounts to anything

I guess Ill sleep again, I like it more when I am dreaming

(I dont think Im coming back, no)

Its late and I am feeling cold

Im writing yet another note

"Dear mom and dad, its not your fault

I never meant to be a fucking mess

Of a son."

I dont recall

I dont recall a time when

I could sit and think about the ways

I disappointed you I swear its a mistake

Still not used to this distress

In and outside of my head

I look around and find Im all alone and

Locked inside my room

Theres just no way that I could be

Someone who amounts to anything

I guess Ill sleep again, I like it more when I am dreaming

(I dont think Im coming back, no)

(I dont think Im coming back, no)

I dont think Im coming back from this

Im done

Trying to fight everyday

And Im done

Pushing agasinst the tide

Im done

Begging for you to accept

That Im

Trying my best

Dont you tell me its all in my head