Soliloquy

나를 믿을수가 없어

숨겨왔던 내 소리들

날이 밝아와 전부 멈춘다

다시 파헤쳐버렸어

숨겨왔던 내 감정들

아무 일 없이 그저 흘러가

Secrets, don't pray, tell

Number straight to my fake cell

I don't know what you came for

But don't come close cause my fate's hell

Ask a question I'm stunlocked

Adulthood's when the fun stopped

I don't know what you came for

But I don't have any love stocked

Cause I'm still here getting tongue-tied

Train passing, it swung by

I don't know what you see in me

But I'm blind looking at sunlight

Dark out when the sun's up

I know that I've fucked up

I don't know what you see in me

But there's nothing left but a shell of a human being

There's nothing left that you're seeing

My stress is only increasing

To the depths and up to the ceiling

There's nobody that I'm pleasing

So tell me why do I try

I don't even feel alive

So why do I live a lie

Don't pay me any mind

They say boys don't cry

Tell me if the lie's white, do I still deserve to suffer inside

I'm backed into the corner

Mic up to face by reporters

Walking up with a white flag to the guns raised at the border

Cause I still want to keep lying to myself, all of my friends, and everyone else

Nothing that I stand for, no virtues I've upheld

Nothing that I speak for, just hot wind to expel

Deep in the eighth circle of hell burning until everything melts

Fork in my tongue

같은 장소 다른 사람

(Wires and metals crawling over me

Broken glasses crawling over me)

나를 믿을수가 없어

Forked tongue within my mouth

숨겨왔던 내 소리들

Run with my tail between my legs

남을 믿을수가 없어

Forked tongue within my mouth

지켜왔던 내 비밀들

Run with my tail between my legs