It’s never enough, even when I had all your love. It was never enough for me yet, ain't nothin’ could comfort me then. And yeah i’d said I was satisfied, with all I had but that was lie. Through all that time when I had lost my mind, they’d ask if I’m alright and I’d say “yeah im fine”. Cause I was fine with feeling low, but I chased those highs ‘till I ain’t feel no more. Always trying to find something to fill this hole, but I wont lie it was never full. So many lies to myself I told, spent half my life with a broken soul. It was a violent cycle out of my control, and I’d hide it so well ya’d never know. But i’m back again, and finally feelin still in my own head. Been a while but I picked back up my pen, and ever since feelin better than i’ve ever been. Im feelin better than i’ve ever knew, feelin like all my dreams are comin’ true. And you’d see it too if only you knew, just to write this all i’ve had to lose. Had to start a new, so to all of you who helped me through it i wish i could prove how much much it means from me to you, but there’s never enough that I could do.
