march 2023

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door

Five, six, seventh day telling me to grab my rope

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door

They telling me to come home

Yes, it feels like I've lost my soul

No, these days, I don't have control

Mum tells me, "Never lose your hope"

But these days, my heart feels so damn cold

Maybe if I go, then I can save my soul

Disconnect myself from all the pain I've caused

You know I'm sorry god, but they will never know

I said, I'm sorry god, but they will never know

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door

Five, six, seventh day telling me to grab my rope

One, two, three, four demons knocking at my door

They're telling me to come home

Yes I've caused pain, I've made mistakes

It eats me up every day

I am ashamed in every way

I wish they were here to see my change

But it makes sense, how could they stay?

They turned the page, burnt the sage

All I can say is I'm sorry for pain

I'll always be here, in forever and near

Whoa, whoa

Why do I have no soul?

And why do I lose control?

Every time I'm all alone

Maybe if I go, then I can save my soul

Disconnect myself from all the pain I've caused

You know I'm sorry god, but they will never know

I said, I'm sorry god, but they will never know

Oh, I feel like I have to leave a message for my mother, yeah, so she doesn't think

That I've tried to kill myself or something like that

I lived through that pain, and I'm here today, and I'm glad that I stayed

And if you're listening, bro, like, there is love in this world and it gets better