Backbone (It's Not Over)

I need a backbone

Wanna remind myself that I can dig out of this hole

I need a way home

Do what I do, but I don't wanna have to do it alone

I need to stay awake so I can take all the time that I need

I need a backbone

I need a backbone

'Cause I know that when I break, I'll go deeper, I won't scream, and I won't whisper

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

Can't shut down, I stay open 24 hours for one moment

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

I'm on the defense

Trying to save myself from going straight out of my mind

Don't know what Hell is

But if I did, I'd probably know half the people in line

I had to will myself to pass the test and prove that I'm not too broken to let go

I need a backbone

When I break, I'll go deeper, I won't scream, and I won't whisper

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

Can't shut down, I stay open 24 hours for one moment

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

I'm so hard on myself 'cause I'm too afraid to fail

Keep my heart on a shelf till I'm capable of bending

I'm so hard on myself 'cause I'm too afraid to fail

Keep my heart on a shelf till I'm capable of bending

'Cause I know that

'Cause I know that

'Cause I know that when I break, I'll go deeper, I won't scream, I won't whisper

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

Can't shut down, I stay open 24 hours for one moment

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over

When I break, I'll go deeper, I won't scream, and I won't whisper

It's not over, it's not over

Breathe in deep, heartbeat slower 'cause when I crack, it's not over