10 Missed Calls

We all got baggage Know you're not broke You just got a little damage Stories not great if it ain't a little tragic Heart got broke but you still romantic Wanna find love but it still ain't happen When I found you made my heart beat faster Yeah I messed up but we can't go backwards 10 missed calls that I still can't answer Said I moved on but I'm still not past it Think about you when the room goes black and I fill my day with distractions Love isn't real if it ain't everlastin' More than your body, your soul is attractive Look in your eyes and I feel so enchanted You've got a hold of my heart, I can't stand it No I can't love you, I don't understand it Don't wanna hurt you, was never the way that I planned it Can't let you in, I cannot get abandoned I got some trauma you cannot imagine I live a life that's not covered in plastic You don't realize what you have when you have it When I had you I felt like it was magic Never felt that so I started to panic I burned a bridge and then swam out of habit I don't know why I keep running away from you I got so many things I wanna say to you You think I'm playing you 'Cause I keep coming and going, can't stay with you I feel alright when I lay with you Like all my problems are smaller, it's crazy I don't know if I can express it with words Know we not perfect but nobody's perfect As long as you happy then everything works I'll be your rock when it hurts I see your face when I'm writing a verse Look to the sky and I honestly think that there's no one that gets me as much as you do on this Earth I hope you get all the things you deserve I hope you happy and never gets worse Opened my heart, I don't care if it bursts 'Cause the love isn't real if the love doesn't hurt