All the Same

All this money, money, money But no one to heal the pain 'Cause it's funny, funny, funny How you gave me all the blame Keep on running, running, running So I never hear your name I learnt nothing, nothing, nothing 'Cause I guess you're all the same So I guess you left That's the end Can't accept the death Of your love and your friendship "Sorry" never mends shit Feeling like I'm way too fucking sensitive Drowning in this pool full of liquor Like I'm Kendrick Egocentric, not describing me 'Cause honestly, never thought you'd leave Without a warning, without empathy Gave you all of me, now I'm dealing with the agony Cause I can't go to school, unless I'm high Smoking weed, barely sleep See her in my dreams Hold you close, gave you love Gone the next week As above, so below Watching as I hit my low Pills on the flow Never been this broke No one seems to know, or relate Never felt this way Life suddenly got bent out of shape Haunted by her face Lost myself along the way Picking up the fragments, not much left Time went stagnant, feel my chest Feel depressed Standing in the rain Drugs, empty sex Guess that's all that's left Sometimes my heart feels empty Like the streets that I roam And life moves faste It's like I blinked then I was grown This time is like a lake And I'm skipping, skipping stones I open up my closet And I see some fucking bones In my room, in my house But it doesn't feel like home 'Cause I'm back to the feeling like I'm always on my own It's like I'm going well until those bad days Feel like I'm running out of whatever's in my gas tank Rolling up with ease Cough, weeze Smoke a little bit of tree Take my mind off all the fucking misery 'Cause I feel it like a breeze Goosebumps on my skin As it's flowing through me Touch the essence of my soul As my heart begins to freeze Water in my eyes Look through and there's a sea You can see, it's tearing me apart I'm so hard to fucking please It's too hard for me to reach Unrealistic to achieve All these goals, all these dreams A stadium of expectations Field of self esteem The lights and all the seats Bring insanity All this money, money, money But no one to heal the pain 'Cause it's funny, funny, funny How you gave me all the blame Keep on running, running, running So I never hear your name I learnt nothing, nothing, nothing 'Cause I guess you're all the same All this money, money, money But no one to heal the pain 'Cause it's funny, funny, funny How you gave me all the blame Keep on running, running, running So I never hear your name I learnt nothing, nothing, nothing 'Cause I guess you're all the same