Hate is all around me, there's no exit or escape
And this feeling's building up, I can't just push away
I'm at the edge, I'll follow through, so cometh has the day
They say you die twice, so just hold on to my name
There's a certain kind of pain, you know you'll never see him again
You call their phone, no reply, how could this be the end
There was more to them than meets the eye, more than just a friend
You can't go back and fix mistakes, you're too late to make amends
Can't even cry, empty inside, you've lost what makes you whole
No one besides the beautiful bride, now without a soul
Skin of silk, heart of guilt, you're blind to what is gold
Gripping the hilt, break what is built, the other side is cold
Cold, weak, brittle, broken, your bones have turned to dust
Couldn't have saved the dreaded night, forever seems the dusk
Bright-eyed boy, heart-stopping girl, both becoming husks
It only takes a few more tears for the metal to start to rust
My plans are all gone, and my innocence left to rot
Imagine before this mess, unravelling the future plot
Holding her close, my mind's eye is vivid
Soft and fun when I was young, now seems rough and rigid
Is there a higher power that's watching me always fall
Eternally cruel, peace, an insurmountable wall
Go for a walk, don't wanna talk, curling into a ball
Agony inside, all my dreams, try to run but only crawl
Talk to me, I'll listen forever, write me a song or sing me a letter
Don't let it out, it'll never get better, always wait 'til the clocks tick never
