I'll Get Left Alone Again

I never thought that I\'d be found again...

But I don\'t remember how to be a friend

and I\'ll make one mistake

and it\'ll feel like the end

and I\'ll get left alone again.

My brain is wired in a way I don\'t understand

I see what I do but I\'m not in command

I can\'t overpower and I\'ll lose control

You\'ll distance yourself and I will distance myself even more

Time and time again, when will I learn

Day after day, I\'m left, and it\'s deserved

I\'m the blame but I can\'t help myself

I want to write my farewell, so i can leave before

I\'ll get left alone again

cortisol overload in my brain every night

thinking i always have to put up a fight

cause ill be ready, i need to be ready

but i can\'t be ready, i could never be ready

I\'ll get left alone again