here we go again

I know this feeling like the Back of my hand You can't understand Why I've been Missing your calls and canceling plans I had a lot to deal with lately Yeah you probably hate me And I don't blame you at all You saw me right before I kinda fell off Felt off but not enough for you to say somethin' I know you wanna help me but there ain't nothin' That you can do If only you knew What it felt like In my shoes I'm stuck in a loop Haven't felt right Here we go again Somethings wrong with the thoughts inside my head I thought it stopped, but Here we go again This shit never ends Here we go again Try to talk but I know you can't relate We're better off If I could just pretend Cause this shit never ends Here we go again, again, again I got some shit You just can't fix So here we go again With the same shit Can't escape it Scared of change that's why Nothing changes If I'm honest I was lying Everytime I told you I was trying The truth hurts so I don't even say it I just keep it inside Every day I'm just praying that It won't eat me alive Surprised I keep on getting punched Right in The face Then get back up and act like I'm okay Oh if only you knew What it felt like In my shoes I'm stuck in a loop Nothing feels right Here we go again Somethings wrong with the thoughts inside my head I thought it stopped, but Here we go again This shit never ends Here we go again Try to talk but I know you can't relate We're better off If I could just pretend Cause this shit never ends Ya here we go again, again, again I've got some shit You just can't fix Here we go again, again, again I've got some shit It goes like this Here we go again, again, again I've got some shit You just can't fix Here we go again