Is It My Fault?

Is it my fault that I'm all on my own? I sure hope that you'll go Is it my fault if one of us goes? It's so cold, empty home Yeah, I've been Rotting away in these sheets (sheets) Wonderin' if you're with somebody else It's been a month Every week it only gets harder Ain't felt this broke and empty (no) Yeah, I know its probably my fault, you don't have to convince me You really fixed me (fixed me) But now that you're not here to hold me together, I'm fallin' apart Yeah Numb to the core, cold to the touch Without you it's dark (dark) Can't see myself in the mirror 'Cause I don't exist if I'm not in your heart You made it clear, you moved on I hate it here, my moods gone to a new low Don't know how to let you go, so- Is it my fault If one of us goes? It's so cold, empty home I've been Holdin' my breath, no reason to breathe out I'm turnin' blue, you're pulling my lungs out Comparin' my life to everybody else's Without you here, this livin' feels selfish Runnin' away, I think of you everyday I'll throw myself in traffic, just to see something change Or to see if you care, I can't take the blank stares Baby, smother me with pillows 'til we float in the air Is it my fault If one of us goes? It's so cold, empty home