On the Way

They got too much to say bowt my driving While I claim sobriety How can you tell me bowt me When I am the only thing part of me I don't claim to know everything, but I've gotta find my own center piece And I will do anything, for my own mental peace I talk everyday with my conscious I know there's someone insida me They toss us down to the curb cause I'm of a different variety I don't claim to know everything But I know that you would be prouda me And I will do anything... They toss us to the curb But that's my society I guess that they will learn Like those who have doubted me Just make sure you don't yearn The bridges that you burn I've tried to come to terms with those that said that they're prouda me I've tried to accept the part where they all secretly doubted me Funny how lessons are learnt in times when no ones asida you I talk about lessons I've learnt but still not entirely cause see I Talk about lessons I tell you I've learnt but this hearts not bulletproof Tell you that I am not bulletproof know I had hope that they wouldn't shoot But what is that i expect I mean i know that they needed proof I aint got money to flex and I aint got that Maybach coupe. Funny I feel I still got it although i had left all that profit I'm building I'm grinding I've spent till my pockets got negatives on it They judge how I'm spendin and fail to see all the dumb shit that they care about I don't nothing that can stop you long as you invest in your conscious I think that it's urgent that I keep on learning Gotta dala what you must to keep yo candle burning I'll navigate this darkness if I keep on workin I wont leave this table until I can turn it They got too much to say bowt my driving While I claim sobriety How can you tell me bowt me When I am the only thing part of me I don't claim to know everything, but I've gotta find my own center piece And I will do anything, for my own mental peace I talk everyday with my conscious I know there's someone insida me They toss us down to the curb cause I'm of a different variety I don't claim to know everything But I know that you would be prouda me And I will do anything... I embrace what you say you want I'll erase everything they want If it means getting what you want My dear I can't wait to be born again To better days where it all makes sense And maybe then we'll forever be friends I would erase the money the cars it all to do it again If I could go press a button to restart it all I'de press to no end Not even earth I'de choose us a planet that you comprehend I know sometimes i take turns that cannot make sense to mom and dad I follow the fire my heart desires Only i see most of that My belief in myself carry me through it its sorta like holding hands And as for the outside i tell you bowt that Its like a balancing act I been living my life Running off thoughts i was meant to put away And as a result with humans around me I'm constantly in a fray Alla those fights turns out that i was just carvin my little space Now its our get away I try to invest some parts of me In those that place their trust in me I admit i struggle socially But for this work i swear I'm on one knee But they've got too much to say bowt my drivin While I claim sobriety How can you tell me bowt me When I am the only thing part of me I don't claim to know everything, but I've gotta find my own center piece And I will do anything, for my own mental peace I talk everyday with my conscious I know there's someone insida me They toss us down to the curb cause I'm of a different variety I don't claim to know everything But I know that you would be prouda me And I will do anything...