If I could

If i could Tell you what it feels like I would I would now If i could Tell you about my past times I would I would now I could tell you why i don't speak out But I choose to keep it inside Don't get me wrong its not that i don't wanna be right It's just I don't know what it feels like I don't know what it feels like To be me right said I don't know what it feels like To be me Deep down my heart is always homies And we aint got no homies Don't get me wrong I love my brothers But I've had me like no other That's why I come across as lonely I'll always prefer to be on my own I tend to take it very slowly So i prefer to travel alone I don't need much to keep me happy Just my sister and my mother boy their magic Between the 3 of us we don't do much talkin So i had to learn to do my own damn walking Back then I must've put up walls that's so deep routed i can't look passed today Funny how little lessons from yo past Still hinder you with every single thing you chase But if I lost it bad all them ways back I wouldn't be here not even just to talk today Know I got problems but we've all got that Least i promise that I try whatever it takes I hope for my story that I don't lag When it comes to putting all my thoughts in play And I pray to the Gods that I last Like grant my space through night and day Time goes by way too fast In time you'll see what I fail to say Oh if i could Oh i would Tell you everything so I'm understood Gotta let it go i bet i should You see me try cause try I do Oh if i could Let you through Show you my scars what I've been through Would you take a glance not acknowledge too Would you see the point that I'm getting to If i could Tell you what it feels like I would I would now If i could Tell you about my past times I would I would now I could tell you why i don't speak out But I choose to keep it inside Don't get me wrong Its not that i don't wanna be right It's just I don't know what it feels like Don't know what it feels like To be me right said I don't know what it feels like To be me