IV. Insight

She reminds me of you

I've had so many in between, I've nearly forgotten how you taste

She's not trying to substitute

She's cut from the same cloth you're made / funny how patterns just repeat

But I'm well aware all my choices led me here

It's like I'm trapped in a cage I've built

The walls too high to climb out

I'm not the same boy I was

You probably wouldn't even look my way unless I commanded it to be

And I'm not sure anymore

If this is who I wanna be or am I just too far gone to change

I'm well aware all my choices led me here

Dissonance in my head so loud

I can't make all the notes out

But what's a boy to do?

I'll go back to where this began

I'd gladly drift out to sea if it would atone for anything

I just want to close this rift

But the Void is open wide / I'd offer myself to make it right

I'm well aware all my choices led me here