The 411

You don't owe me an explanation You don't owe me a reason why I don't deserve any closure But honestly, I am not doing fine But it's raining, it's pouring And your man should be snoring But he's confused and nervous He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep And they scream, what are you running away from? And I scream back, 'everything and everyone' Every cold-call conversation Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs Praying that the snow will stop falling on me Cause I can't take the cold anymore No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards You always loved the rain So I started to feel the same So when it rained, I was happy But now I'm just stuck with pathetic fallacy And it's raining, it's pouring And your man should be snoring But he's confused and nervous He's searching for the words whilst he pretends to sleep They scream, what are you running away from? And I scream back, 'everything and everyone' Every cold-call conversation Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs, praying that the snow will stop falling on me Cause I can't take the cold anymore No, I can't take the flood coming through the floorboards And I keep replaying in my head what Ryan said And how I'm walking these streets like a skeleton With no tendons to hold these bones together I can feel my joints as they become untethered There go my hands, my fingers and my arms And my skull's on the floor, making a home for the slugs And the water starts to fill up my ribcage As I pray it doesn't start to rain again And the ghosts walk past, they don't even stop to stare And it makes me wonder if I'm even there And this melancholy mood that I knew from the start Makes me wonder if I'll ever stop falling apart If I'll ever stop falling apart If I'll ever stop falling apart They scream, what are you running away from? And I scream back, 'everything and everyone' Every cold-call conversation Pinning me under frozen lakes of self-depreciation And if my friends came over, we could play some Sonic And maybe I'd stop feeling so catatonic Melting into sofas whilst we stare at TVs Praying that the snow will stop falling on me 'Cause I can't take this crow screaming 'evermore' 'Cause we are nevermore