Ramblings of a Lunatic

I'm setting pen to paper again Lost my sense of home from the words that I've said But the thoughts have begun to ferment in my head And content manifest don't feel good enough for them So, I try and transcend my ego, but don't we know it will never work? Maybe I'll just descend to dirt Flirt with becoming food for worms Does anyone listen to this? The ramblings of a lunatic My mind does play an awful trick, the ramblings of a lunatic Would anyone listen to this? I'm running from my emptiness My brain is tired, my stomach's sick, ramblings of a lunatic Why has constructing sentences become like pulling teeth? Wiping dental records clean, is the carcass even me? Is this catharsis, therapeutic plunge to darkness? Or elaborating, upon my mediocrity Maybe this is the result of me finally accepting that I'll be alone forever That I deserve forgetting It's a pointless endeavor, and maybe it's upsetting But I've never felt more comfortable in the concept with things ending Would anyone listen to this? The ramblings of a lunatic My mind does play an awful trick, the ramblings of a lunatic Would anyone listen to this? I'm running from my emptiness My brain is tired, my stomach's sick, the ramblings of a lunatic Maybe this writer's block that I've been perceiving Is to stop me diving deeply into my internal being Falling into darkness below my surface tension Emotional suppression, my coping mechanism 'Cause all my friends are dying, some faster than the others Lungs filling up with fluid, face placed under the covers 'Cause all my friends are dying, some faster than the others I'm trying to distract myself from the fears that I've discovered Would anyone listen to this? The ramblings of a lunatic My mind does play an awful trick, the ramblings of a lunatic Would anyone listen to this? I'm running from my emptiness My brain is tired, my stomach's sick, the ramblings of a lunatic Would anyone listen to this? The ramblings of a lunatic My mind does play an awful trick, the ramblings of a lunatic Would anyone listen to this? I'm running from my emptiness My brain is tired, my stomach's sick, the ramblings of a lunatic