Lean Up

Lean up Trust falling Blind hope Where did I find that Thought that I might be okay I am the net that came to catch me Saved myself, though others helped me I am the wick and the flame To see your future you'll have to get there Can't be sure right now what's in there Seems for certain won't be worth it Hold to maybes, hold them closely Maybes turn to "that's amazing" Into "wow, my life was really worth saving" Into "wow, I'm finally finding good things blooming, multiplying" Silent hum or soft excitement As warmth and hope come out of hiding Or maybe it was me When I swore that I would try and then I came to find them That's no small thing So, when I fall again, I'll know it's not forever That things fall back together That's no small thing So, hope and warmth can leave But I thought that they'd died and then I came to see them That's no small thing Born, resurrected and restored So I guess they can be taken, but they can't be destroyed and That's no small thing