Note to Self

Down in those depths I found what no one even asked for It's all just a dice rolled-round Who is it that rolled for? Me, when they cut those strings— So I was a puppet That had to conduct itself While thinking it was nothing Just be strong Don't bend to the sorrow Wait until tomorrow Slow your thoughts— When they move without their master They drag you around with them So I asked for an early departure Didn't get an answer Said, fine, I don't need you then But what would happen after The eulogy I had read— About someone that I once was Who was so in love with life Never thought he wouldn't want one How 'bout right now? We put down the halo And say that we'll wait for it Stay above ground Now that we're free How 'bout we make a break for it? None of this counts But someday the right way Will shine like a movie screen Silence in sound But the choirs are blaring Triumphant hoorays for me! Just be strong Don't bend to the sorrow Wait until tomorrow Slow your thoughts— When they move without their master They drag you around with them But no matter where you start There's a way to make it out