Every Time I Think I'm Happy

I've been staring at the stars, I've been driving in my car

I've been trying to find some meaning

I've been blocking all the calls, I've been staring at the wall

I’ve been tryna’ fight this feeling

What if it's all my fault

Maybe I’m the problem

Every time I think you’re gone

You show up without a warning

Without a warning

Without a warning

Without a warning

Every time I think I'm ready, I know

You start to second guess me and I

Hate the way you hold me back from

Every single moment

Every time I think I'm happy I know

You come back up and grab me, maybe

I could've been somebody if you didn't always stop me

I've been calling in sick, I know they see through it

Yeah it’s the way I’m dealing,

I've been talking myself out, I've been trying to calm down

Tryna fight that feeling

What if it’s all my fault

Maybe I’m the problem

Every time I think you’re gone

You show up without a warning

Without a warning

Without a warning

Without a warning

Every time I think I'm ready, I know

You start to second guess me and I

Hate the way you hold me back from

Every single moment

Every time I think I'm happy I know

You come back up and grab me, maybe

I could've been somebody if you didn't always stop me

And I hate you

Even though I know you so well

But I need you

Because I’ve never known anything else

And I hate you

Even though I know you so well

But I need you

Because I've never known anything else

Every time I think I'm ready, I know

You start to second guess me and I

Hate the way you hold me back from

Every single moment

Every time I think I'm happy I know

You come back up and grab me, maybe

I could've been somebody if you didn't always stop me

I’m gonna make it happen I know

I’m gonna be so happy, I know

I might be somebody and I'm

Not gonna let you stop me

I’m gonna make it happen I know

I’m gonna be so happy, I know

I might be somebody and I'm

Not gonna let you stop me

I'm gonna make it happen I know

I'm gonna be so happy