If I Get In, Where Would I Go?

I stare at the ceiling like it has the answer for the way I've been feeling

but so far, I aint got nothing

And I’m wired, and I need something

'Cause I've been drifting through this month like a stranger

I don’t talk to myself like a friend

And I bottle up all of my anger

I don’t know what to do with it

And I rub salt in my wound

Self sabotage and it's what I do

But I'm tired of spinning around, so I'm trying out something new

If I get in, where would I go?

I'm scared to even try it, I know I need to know

And if I make it out, would it be all I want?

I'll strike while the engine's hot

Give it everything I got

So I'm fresh out of second guessing

And I'm trying out saying no

I don’t owe you an explanation

I don’t owe you anything at all

And I’m chasing down this thing till I find it

And I'm talking to myself like a friend

And I let go of all my anger

'Cause it's not worth carrying

I rub salt in my wound

Self sabotage and it's what I do

But I'm tired of spinning around, so I'm trying out something new

If I get in, where would I go?

I'm scared to even try it, I know I need to know

And if I make it out, would it be all I want?

I'll strike while the engine's hot

Give it everything I got

Cruising down the highway

I packed my bags

Driving all night

With the music on blast

Running a red light

Foot on the gas

I'm so close, I can't look back

Know I want it, and I want it bad

I'm so close, I can't look back

Know I want it, and I want it bad

I'm so close, I can't look back

If I get in, where would I go?

I'm scared to even try it, I know I need to know

And if I make it out, would it be all I want?

I'll strike while the engine's hot

Give it everything I got

I'm so close, I can't look back

I'm so close, I can't look back

Ooh, I want it and I want it bad

Ooh, I want it and I want it bad

I'm so close, I can't look back

I'm so close, I can't look back

Ooh I want it, and I want it bad

Ooh I want it, and I want it bad