Ichiru no Noroi

suusen nen mae no ano hi bokutachi wa nagai nagai tabi o chikatta otozureru ka wakaranai yo o mezashi kore wa noroi janaku negai asu ni wa bokura futari wa meoto to natte futatsu no kuni wa hitotsu ni naru daro sadame no aida to shite mo boku no kokoro wa, kimi ni towa o chikatta aa, itooshii shourai o isshou kenmei ni kataru kimi ga kono jikan ga zutto tsuzuku hazu datta no ni... suusen nen mae no ano hi bokutachi wa nidoto hanarenai to chigitta hatasareru ka wakaranai yo no chigiri sore wa wakare janaku deai asu ni wa bokura futari wa kataki to natte futatsu no kuni wa koroshi au darou fujou no aida toshite mo boku no kokoro wa kimi wo towa to chikatta moshimo aenu nara kurushikute mune ga harisake sou ni nau kimi ga ireba nani mo iranai hazu datta kara suu sen nen sakini sore ga aya machi dato kizukasa reru koto da to shitta to shite mo kimi hitori ga nigetai to nozomu nara boku wa to tomoni... heya o nukete hori o koeta hashiru hashiru kimi to tomoni "doko ka tooi mishiranu basho e" nageku kimi no me ni komoru gunjou mura o nukete hori o koeta museru iki o kujikeru ashi kore ijou wa susumenai futari ayumu michi wa nai no deshou ka "son nya ni isoide doko e iku?" "aa, nante awarena futari nyandarou. isoi deru nya isoi deru nya, shi ni isoide mo iki ni isoide mo susumu michi wa kekkyoku sanzu, isogaba maware tomo shirazuni. daga wakaru nya. mou nani mo munashii'n daro? sensou o hajimete shimatta tagai no bokoku, chigirenu fuufu, jishu kandou, touhikou. anshin shi nya. son'na aware ni aware jinchiku burai no futari o hohotte oku hodo, ore wa neko ga dekitenai wake janai. omaera ga isshou hanarenai totte oki no chigiri o oshiete yaru nya" "sorezore no wakizashi nya, sorede otagai no shinzou o doujini sashi aunda nya. shikamo sunbun to tagawazu doujini nya. tagai ni tagai o shinde mo aishiau dake no shinrai to omoi ga kyokugen made nai to dekinai ze?" "demo nya, kono keiyaku iya noroi ga kakareba omaera futari wa nando umare kawatte mo nando meguriaeru. hoshou suru. shikashi meguriaeru daishou ni kono noroi ga tsuzuku kagiri zettai ni omaera wa shiawaseni wa narenai" "aru toki wa nikushimi ai, aru toki wa jidai ni hikisakare, aru toki hashi ga futari o wakatsu. eien ni zetsubou no sekai o nandomo nandomo iki tsuzukeru. kurushii darou, kuruoshii darou, deatte wa hikisakare kuttsuite wa hagasare, isso no koto mou hanaretaku naru darou nya. demo hanarerarenai. fukou ni naru tame dake ni meguriai tsuzukeru, marude shinu tame ni umarete kuru ningen no you nya. omaera no omoi ga katsu ka, noroi ga katsu ka. zetsubou no naka mirai o nando kurikaesu no ka wakaranakute mo, omaera wa sore demo iku no ka?" boku no te kara tsutawaru kimi no nukumori kimi no te kara tsutaeru boku no omoi bokutachi wa ima hitotsu ni natte iku namida to chiga tsutau... me ga kasumu kimi no kao ga mienaku naru deatta hi no kimi no koto omoidasu kimi no egao ga taenai yo o shinji kore wa noroi janakute negai... suu sen nen tatoutomo bokutachi wa suu man nen tatou tomo hikare au meguri mawaru zetsubou no mirai koete kore wa owari janaku hajimari