Before the End

So many thoughts in my head, dreaming of roses The sun has escaped away, stolen my one piece of mind Looking around, what happens now Swimming then drown, these thousands of hours A second of pain, you beckon and then Losing it all, prepare for the fall Nobody's here for you Shifting the blame, are you Living like this it's just A matter of time before the end How can you ever know Why did I let you go Living like this it's just A matter of time before the end So many painful truths, making me nervous The rain is pounding down, stolen my one piece of mind Looking around, what happens now Swimming then drown, these thousands of hours A second of pain, you beckon and then Losing it all, prepare for the fall Nobody's here for you Shifting the blame, are you Living like this it's just A matter of time before the end How can you ever know Why did I let you go Living like this it's just A matter of time before the end I am slipping away Holding the secret here No one can ever know It's tearing me up inside