On This Date Every Year

I imagine your plane crashing All the exit lights flashing Your oxygen mask does not inflate I look at today's date And worry Will I observe the anniversary Of your death On this date every year The day you take your last breath The day you disappear On this date every year Will I make phone calls in distress To all your family friends Will I log into your email address And send the last email To your every send Will I observe the anniversary Of your death On this date every year The day you take your last breath The day you disappear On this date every year Strangely it's not entirely devastating To imagine such a catastrophe Everyone will be so accommodating Until someone else makes a pass at me I can stop equivocating The way I had to do when we were dating