In Sadding Around

Sleeping off the last five years takes another five Recovery in lieu of being here right now When I throw myself at your feet you know it's to be walked on We're breaking up every single night If I had a choice don't you think I'd make it? I lost my voice, hope I didn't break it Little demons by my bed Whisper secrets, the kind you never hear I dip my toe in this cold, cold life I want to dive but I can't find your feet You with a view so unlike my own I'm trying on your eyes So I let go, fall to the ground It's a long way down again Petty cons keep peeling back my ears, we make plans Collaborate and give to you my better half Until now just dead weight, a prisoner of doubt In a cell we kiss and tell all our keepsakes I dip my toe in this cold, cold life I want to dive but I can't find your feet You with a view so unlike my own I'm trying on your eyes So I let go, fall to the ground It's a long way down again Sore, hit the floor, got my first glimpse of the sky The stars were on your side Who would've thunk the thirteenth fell on Friday? I say hello and it's goodbye again