In Sadding Around

Sleeping off the last five years takes another five

Recovery in lieu of being here right now

When I throw myself at your feet

You know it's to be walked on

We're breaking up every single night

If I had a choice don't you think I'd make it?

I lost my voice, I hope I didn't break it

Little demons by my bed whisper secrets

The kind you never hear

I dip my toe in this cold, cold life

I want to dive but I can't find your feet

You with a view so unlike my own

I'm trying on your eyes

So I let go, fall to the ground

It's a long way down again

Petty cons keep peeling back my ears

We make plans

Collaborate and give to you my better half

Until now just dead weight, a prisoner of doubt

In a cell, we kiss and tell all our keepsakes

I dip my toe in this cold, cold life

I want to dive but I can't find your feet

You with a view so unlike my own

I'm trying on your eyes

So I let go, fall to the ground

It's a long way down again

Sore, hit the floor

Got my first glimpse of the sky

The stars were on your side

Who would've thunk the thirteenth fell on Friday?

I say hello and it's goodbye again