Concepts

I wish I Could remain in the confines of my mind In absolute control So vivid are the images I craft in lucidity They break through and contaminate Cold sweats, My body shakes in reaction to what I've created My concepts of our destruction I've watched This world die over and over Elated to see the cleansing each night Erased, Only to be reborn in my waking life In my dreams, I show my primal nature Destructive, Animalistic desires When I see the Sun I filter my words, Hide the desire to watch you perish I can't escape these thoughts, Theses memories you've ingrained (In me) Your actions, Your words endlessly poisoning (I can't) Accept the virus of mankind Awake or not, Even in my dreams you all disgust me I watch this world die over and over I live for my concepts of our destruction I watch this world die over and over I live for my concepts of our destruction