Forever Falling (feat. Haydon)

Never needed a hand up, I did it all alone

With no dad to make a man of me, I did it on my own

A victim, a condition, now I'm conditioned for the cold

Even though I know what's missing, there's no feeling in this home

Escaped it, a whole leap of problems, isolating instead of facing

I always attract the women who think that I need saving

Even though I'm the only person I can put any faith in

Face it, I'm jaded and happily so

What would I have to hold if I let all the anarchy go?

I can't take the praise, I just clam up and choke

Just know I better deal with hatred and handle it so

My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go

And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?

(Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall?

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

See why I'm caught on this road

That's how come I can't sleep without poppin' a pill now

Felt it come back up, but I'm still down

Just back to convincing myself that I'm ill now

See with me, the stress manifests physically

Still in me is this ray of happiness and it's killing me

I can't control it yet, I worry about things out of my control

And I'm folded, I ain't ever letting this introvert out

In a lonely home, that could have been his and her house

But I ain't in the mood to have any visitors round

So I hide away, my curtains have been drawn so long

I couldn't tell you if it 's night or day

To hide these, the only way that I can hide the pain

People try and help but I shy away

Problem shared is a problem halved

But I care for you too much to make this problem ours

Who knows where these problem starts?

Come on, Steve, and get to manning up

Scared ain't something that I'm man enough to be

Or even you get to be, how am I meant to handle what I'm seeing?

They just found my daddy hanging from a tree

My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go

And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?

(Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall?

And I'm forever falling

(Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall?

Trying to find myself

I don't know where to go from here

Losing my strength

Will save me again

My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go

And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?

(Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall?

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

Impression is a dollar and a smile

Tryna find my way back up

Will save me again

My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go

(My back's against the wall)

(There's nowhere else to go)

And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?

(And I can't  hear you calling)

(Catch me when I fall)

(Who's gonna) Catch me when I fall?

(Catch me when I fall)

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?