When Will I Learn

Woke up in a haze today, I don't recognize this face. What have I become. Afraid to open up the door. I can face the world no more. Where has my life gone, Trying to remember, where did I go wrong? And everywhere I turn, Another dead end street. When will I ever learn I will land on my feet. I do it to myself, Addicted to the pain. When will I ever learn I've got no one to blame. Nothing seems to satisfy, The vacuum that surrounds my life. What have I become. Cut myself just to bleed Lost track of reality. I guess I'm on my own. Trying to remember, When did I go wrong. And everywhere I turn, Another dead end street. When will I ever learn I will land on my feet. I do it to myself, Addicted to the pain. When will I ever learn I've got no one to blame. Out of control I'm spinning away I just keep hoping something might change. I'm on the edge about to break From one simple mistake. And everywhere I turn, Another dead end street. When will I ever learn I will land on my feet. I do it to myself, Addicted to the pain. When will I ever learn I've got no one to blame. When will I ever learn. When will I ever learn. When will I ever learn.