Dispose of Your Optimism

this nebulous acquiescence transposes my song, subtle modes of separation becoming, multiplying ascending upward stemming from roots, within recapture me long before surrender (deny, I will give) optimism paves our disconnect shattered, this wave of expectance divided eyes subtle thoughts of separation elevating, magnifying ever stemming from roots, within recapture me long before surrender (deny, I will give) optimism paves the the disconnect so just stay with me we lose control stay with me we've lost control through vacant promise and in the wake of my transmission the only thought that comes to mind are we alone? heads out the gate all my life I've been waiting to feel this love wait for the call I'm waiting I'm holding on to notions of a former belief I redeemed fade out behind the quiet release of the reins sadly, I just let it die no, my time has not decayed sustaining reasons for my salvation forgiveness is not impossible dispose of this sense another innocent motion suffers the consequences lost in pain resound descending senseless come detached into the modern cycle of existence, forever powerless come detached into the modern interval of existence, forever ailing me nothing can be replaced separate repugnance and disdain rooted deep within I try to gain control I'm lost within this mental labyrinth with all the things we know I ask myself this question are we alone? in this whole wide universe are we alone? I don't know are we alone? heads out the gate all my life I've been waiting to feel this love